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[Dec. 27th, 2009|12:28 pm] |
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I am still way too in love. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|05:19 pm] |
I'm loving having a close group of friends and getting ready and messy and listening to music and talking and texting and calling about boys and feeling young and pretty.
I have a boyfriend. He's pretty cool and I'm having fun with it.
I'm scared about going back to Brisbane, I'm going to be on my own, no Matt to fill the friendship void.
Remembering that he was a dick helps, remembering I was a bigger dick does not.
Going to live with Kathy, excited about it.
Please please please please may 2010 be amazing.
I can't believe it's Christmas Eve, things were so different last year but I had the same amount of fears I think, nothing ever really changes. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2009|07:23 pm] |
quitting my job soon!
10 days of work left (but sadly not quitting in ten days that would fucking rule though.) very excited to spend the rest of my time in cairns with everyone. slumming it and eating lentil burgers and shit i don't even know. plzzzzz it has to be good.
today was tragically bad. i can pretty much sum all of it up in the fact that i put my underwear on inside out this morning and didn't notice until three trips to the toilet later.
now i'm supaaa tired and my dinner was disappointing. but i'm happy. but tired. and disappointed. and a little melancholy and so happy but so frustrated at having to finish up at work and shit.
totally forgot how fun and juvenile and fun it was to like somebody.
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|06:22 pm] |
Home for the holidays and loving it :)
I've been having a lot of fun catching up with everyone, I hadn't realised how much I missed having a group of close friends.
The only thing that seems to have changed are their boy's names.
I went to Tinaroo for the first time, it was incredible amounts of good times.
I can't be as detailed as I'd like because I don't know if Matt still has access to this. (HiMattifyou'rereadingthis)
I miss him but I'm doing okay.
Looking forward to tomorrow night and the weekend in general.
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|07:58 pm] |
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you know how i said i wouldn't go there? i totally meant it.
and now he knows i won't go there and it's painfully awkward. and pretty sure i just ruined his holiday.
that being said, i'm quite definite that i have been entirely absolved of any smidgen of a romantic feeling towards him. even maintaining a friendship does not seem like a huge possibility partly because of how juvenile everything it was based on was, and partly because let's be honest, I AM A CHANGED WOMAN (omg lol.) but really like uhh i don't know how to write this without sounding ghetto so i'm going to go full ghetto, GURL YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME ANYMORE. MMMHMMM. that pretty much somes it up. goodbye confliction!
now i'm gonna do some fucking maaaaaaaths
and cry because i want sarah ruiz to come back and cut my manky locks
AND THEN CELEBRATE CAUSE IT'S THE WE'RE CHRISTMAS PRRRTY THIS WEEKEND HUUUURAYYY
omg edit like half an hour later:
read this animosity filled text message and FEEL THA LOVE
'And dont give me this confused shit, you just plain dont like me, im just another guy youre too good for. Have fun with your far superiour life because i honestly dont think ill see you again by the end of this week'
ahaha i do not even know what to say. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck. |
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